I have enough problems making art.
Now there’s a pressure to communicate a message, something that might help the world.
THE NARCISSISM PANDEMIC.
And I feel a pressure to live up and deliver. But I feel the worst I’ve ever felt and I’m unmotivated and don’t see the point in what I’m doing currently.
I just wanted to make art, it’s hard enough without the pressure.
I don’t feel compelled to write any blogs, really.
I get nothing out of this.
I’m lazy and uninspired and bored and I don’t want to do this.
I’ve had no original short story ideas, no anything.
I feel horrible.
I’m addicted to marijuana, I need it every hour essentially.
Why take my advice?
I’m a crock of shit, truthfully.
Honestly.


