Nonfiction

BLOG: COVID Lies, Neurosis, & Narcissism

Why am I this sensitive? What’s the point? Not sure what my empathic radius includes, often feels like a football field or two. Households, individuals mowing the lawn, trimming the hedges, cleaning the gutters, it feels like they’re sitting inside my studio, right next to me. How is this beneficial? How does this do anything…
BLOG: Impending Election Week?

Does anybody else feel the tension, the weights clinging to the air – the darkness hovering over humanity…. Do you feel it? Today… I felt it. Screaming, yelling, the desire to smash and destroy, to cause chaos. Twisting, turning, convulsing, grinding, gritting, teeth clattering. What the fuck is happening this election season?I’ve been shaking –…
BLOG: I posted this on Facebook

Make America Healthy Again! Anybody else tired of being mass poisoned by pharmaceutical and agriculture conglomerates…. Sending tax dollars overseas to forever wars, rising inflation and interest rates, attacks on free speech. Censorship. Anybody else notice that a “return to normalcy” or “business as usual” meant a return to the military industrial complex? A return…
BLOG: Shit Talk

I have enough problems making art. Now there’s a pressure to communicate a message, something that might help the world. THE NARCISSISM PANDEMIC. And I feel a pressure to live up and deliver. But I feel the worst I’ve ever felt and I’m unmotivated and don’t see the point in what I’m doing currently. I…
BLOG: I can’t get it up!

Things are dense. In the United States we’re facing a particularly tense election, both sides accusing each other of ending democracy, ushering totalitarianism. Around the globe: Israel squabbles with Iran, Lebanon, and Palestine. Ukraine and Russian proxy, post-covid economy, nuclear pileups, looming authoritarianism, and the fallout of Middle East foreign policy; not limited to mass…
BLOG: My Mom’s a Bitch

My mother is a rotten cunt, a narcissist sociopath, a liar.She’s typically thriving when getting away with lighting the family dog on fire, planting cameras in my room- watching me masturbate, covering up my psychic abilities, controlling finances, or destroying everything in the vicinity. A narcissist feels no empathy, trapped to a world of subconscious…